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Offline kasMVC

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A message to no one
« on: May 13, 2019, 03:11:58 AM »
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I had just flunked out of school. I was in a pit. Desperate. I found you. Like a light. A home. It felt right. It was right.

For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?

Was it all for nothing? When I look back now at my early twenties all I really see is crpg. There was nothing else. My friends were doing normal adult things. Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.


I was on my computer. Not going to class. Not going out. 8 hours a day of crpg. Consumed by strat. Feelings rampant. Rage running free.


I'm not sure brothers. I'm not sure what I'm writing. Or who I'm writing it to. I just want you all to know


That cikel was here and he loved you

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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #1 on: May 13, 2019, 03:18:45 AM »
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are you saying our relationship  isn't meaningful?
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #2 on: May 13, 2019, 06:11:24 AM »
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Bro i feel the same fucking way as you are,it is so desperate how we wasted our most fruitful days in this pithole,also check my last post about iq i explain there too.Some of these retards are consumed by the chadz arcane powers and unable to take a look at the real life like you and me.

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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #3 on: May 13, 2019, 10:29:29 AM »
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Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.

Can unironically confirm that cRPG is a better experience than any of these things
,we all could be theoritical scientits.

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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #4 on: May 13, 2019, 01:36:25 PM »
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Life is meaningless: nerf archery
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #5 on: May 13, 2019, 02:03:58 PM »
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yes
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #6 on: May 13, 2019, 06:03:43 PM »
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I regret nothing, every shot with my beloved crossbow felt like christmas and every stab with my lance was like a birthday

and there will be plenty of christmas and birthday in MaB Boonerlard (if I can make it to gamescom I'll even experience it this very year)
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #7 on: May 13, 2019, 06:25:01 PM »
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I regret nothing, every shot with my beloved crossbow felt like christmas and every stab with my lance was like a birthday

and there will be plenty of christmas and birthday in MaB Boonerlard (if I can make it to gamescom I'll even experience it this very year)
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #8 on: May 13, 2019, 10:30:34 PM »
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I once ditched my GF (now EX) to do a weekend of strat castle sieges. Worth it
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #9 on: May 13, 2019, 11:06:55 PM »
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i'm consistently surprised at how little i regret spending thousands of hours on this and other online multiplayer games. i cherish all of the memories that i've made with interesting nice folk from all over creation.

sometimes i am concerned about how little i regret it, but it isn't really eating at me. see you boys in mordhau and then bannerlord!
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #10 on: May 14, 2019, 02:10:34 AM »
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I owe all my success life to high functioning alcoholism, you(Cikel), and Sandersson. Pibb and Petunia and Eddy and  the gang as well, but you two are top quality efriends

Edit: and how can I forget McDeath who is also a real bro
« Last Edit: May 14, 2019, 02:19:44 AM by Shady Character »
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #11 on: May 14, 2019, 02:53:15 AM »
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #12 on: May 14, 2019, 03:24:18 AM »
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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #13 on: May 14, 2019, 04:02:55 AM »
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forgot to add:

cikel youre a real brave gamer.

no one can deny your god gifted ability to run straight at your enemies unlike those gormless S-key cucks, or those HOC SHIELD WALLERS: [team chat] "HOLD THE BRIDGE!!!" as they proceed to get shot to shit and cav'd.

Those pea brain tactics arn't for a man like you, all you needed is your W key and the mental fortitude to go 0-4. Thank you for your service.

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Re: A message to no one
« Reply #14 on: May 14, 2019, 04:06:15 AM »
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man crpg was fun
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